pain.

Sometimes, when you least expect it.. you get so disappointed, it just hurts. Maybe it's just me, or how I attached myself to others - my friends, that whenever I learn something, a secret perhaps, it totally drives me crazy, wondering why they left me out, when I never even thought of doing that to them - because yes, I am very much honest and open to them. But then again, it's the reality of life, sometimes you can't tell the reason behind all of that unless they finally decided to tell it to you straight. It just hurts, inside. Not even my joint pain can equal to that pain. I'd rather have joint pains for days than have such feeling that practically squeezes my heart from the emotional pain. Oh well. Life, it's what they call it. But with all that, I still love them. No matter what. "tao lang".